So small
Friday, February 13th, 2009Justin is really small. I mean reeeaaaal small for his age. He’s eighteen months, and I feel like he’s been a baby forever. And, no, I’m not just saying that because I see him everyday. Loi and I measure him (length and weight wise) often.
He hasn’t grown spectacularly well. His weight fluctuates up and down. He is now at a constant 18 pounds. As for his height? He’s about 29 inches. He’s a full head shorter than other kids his age. He is not on the charts for weight or height, as in he’s below the 5th percentile.
I wouldn’t worry so much about this if he were following his “own” curve, growing at his own pace. But, for a couple of times, he fell off his own curve, and this got me worrying.
Through the medical and personal accounts that I’ve read, CHD patients are expected to be smaller for their age. Through my experience, now I see why. CHD patients don’t normally eat that well because they often tire before eating enough. They’re gastro-intestinal system is not as efficient in absorbing food and distributing the nutrients and calories because they’re heart isn’t beating at its optimal. The calories that do get absorbed are mostly allocated to the functioning of the heart (which works harder than a normal heart), or the brain. So, with the little calories that they do consume, the majority goes to their heart or brain, leaving little else for the development of other parts of they’re body.
So, Justin’s small-ness can be attributed to nutrition, or the lack of.
What makes me wonder if it’s just Justin’s diet that is causing his inability to thrive is this: when I read about other CHD children, or ask their parents about their development, I find that although the children are small, they’re still within the normal curve. Justin is waaay below it.
Let me also point out that Loi and I are not particularly tall people. I’m at a borderline 5′0, and Loi is 5′7. With this observation, doctors are also quick to point out that Justin’s size may have to do with his parents’ petiteness.
Ok, fine. But, he’s NOT really growing.
This leaves me to wonder, with the inside of his body as messed up as it is (stomach on the wrong side, malrotated intestines, no spleen, hanging pancreas, large liver), not to mention his heart defects, I wonder what other systems in his body are affected, too. Most particularly, his endocrine system. As complex as the human body is, where every system works in accordance with the others, I wonder, how his heterotaxy affects his endocrine system.
I can’t find information anywhere about this. I’ve asked this question on the online support group board. These children vary in sizes and complexity, so it’s hard to compare.
My next resort, after speaking to his cardiologist and pediatrician, of course, would have to be testing. As in, poking and blood drawing. This is another can of worms I must think before opening.
Justin is happy. Should I just leave well enough alone?